You guys, I really (and I mean REALLY) try to keep things positive here, but lately I just haven’t been feeling very sunny. I feel stuck. Like absolutely spinning my wheels, going nowhere… stuck.
Rereading my recent posts, I’ve noticed a reoccurring theme: “this busy season in our lives,” “this hectic patch,” “this stressful time.” No matter what I call it, it all means the same thing – I’m waiting for something, the crazy to pass.
But you know what, I don’t think it is.
A new day, week, month, year isn’t going to change anything. No matter what is going on externally, my life is my life. What I do with it and how I handle it is up to me.
And after being totally honest with myself, I think it’s pretty simple. I’m not used to life not going my way. And I just. don’t. deal.
There were certain things I just thought would happen. Things that would just fall into place. Things that were “owed” to me.
I want things my way, on my timeline.
So I guess today’s post doesn’t really have much of a point except to let you know that I’m stuck. And I’m mad. And I want to pull myself out.
Any words of wisdom?